As the day ends I think about all the things I have done and all the things I did not get to do today. I think about the people I met and what I have seen. I think about what I wish I had seen and what I wish I had not seen. Sometimes I end the day with regrets, other times with successes. I think of my health and think about whether I drank enough water and how I need to restart drinking water the next day to keep my body healthy and strong. But most importantly, I remember that when tomorrow begins I get to eat a whole bunch of food all over again.

My room is being haunted

Because I'm so bored I have decided to use music lyrics to express what is happening in my life. First you will get to enjoy a song of my choice, then you will get the altered lyrics that fit to my life.  Here is the first edition.

This ain't a place for the faintly hearted
Give me a prayer I see the faith-departed
It ain't gonna be just a kid in a shrowd
You're gonna hear my scream
When I shout it out loud

It's a ghost
In my room this night
It is messing with my light
Please help me handle this strife
(It's a ghost)
My brain is frying with the pressure
Like Ghostbuster
The air is fresher
Please help me handle this strife
It's a ghost

This is for the ones who can exorcise evil
For Murray and Aykroyd retrieval
Tonight I'm gonna die, I made many mistakes
The lights are flashing
Got to rid the ghost flakes


It's a ghost
In my room this night
It is messing with my light
Please help me handle this strife
(It's a ghost)
My brain is frying with the pressure
Like Ghostbuster
The air is fresher
Please help me handle this strife
It's a ghost

Better run away when you see them right there
Don't look back they'll cause more havoc here

It's a ghost
In my room this night
It is messing with my light
Please help me handle this strife
(It's a ghost)
My brain is frying with the pressure
Like Ghostbuster
The air is fresher
Please help me handle this strife
It's a ghost



No one has entered here. Be gone human. POWER TO THE GHOST OVERLORD!

Tools and Strategies for a successful life as a socially awkward woman:

- As soon as I tell people what I'm studying all other information becomes irrelevant that's why I start with that subject and I no longer need to talk to them about anything else. Bingo, socializing avoided.
- Sarcasm is not understood by many people
- Avoiding people is easy if you just stay home, do nothing, and avoid having a social life all in all
- Texting people is better than talking because I do not need to put effort into intonation
- I know more about serial killers than is probably healthy to admit
- Letting guys open things for me, like jars and cans, lets them feel powerful, but really I am the overlord of power muahahah!
- On three occasions now have I said: "I need to use the restroom" and never went back. It's a very effective strategy when whoever your with doesn't get your sarcasm
- When things get awkward make the situation more awkward so people walk away in horror and you are free
- Growing a mustache is not an appropriate conversation topic for a girl outside a potential employer's office
- Try playing computer games alone when you play like me: whenever something shows up on screen that moves and is not me I scream and run in real life. In the game my character gets killed...
- A good skill for a girl, be able to drink lots of beer. Then play drinking games with the guys and when they are drunk they won't realize when you leave a t 11 when you're tired and just want to sit in bed eating chips and watching the Simpsons

Day plan

Since I'm not working hard on anything else right now I thought I'd have to at least work hard on losing weight. I've been going to the gym every day for two hours and I'm eating fresh veggies with dip. It's delicious. I also just remembered I bought fruit. that will also be delicious. So now I feel a little better about not doing jack all day long...

Symbols

You know you have a horrible social life when someone leaves a message on your cell mailbox that you have not set up and don't know how to listen to. This then leaves a little symbol at the to right corner of my cell screen forever since I don't know how to get rid of it because to get rid of it you need to listen to the message. And now I'm mad at that person for calling me! Stupid symbol is making my phone screen horrible!

Fire alarms

What is it that may ruin an otherwise pleasant evening? Perhaps it is a fire alarm? Yes, that would do, but ruin it completely? No. What would ruin it completely would be a second fire alarm about 20 minutes later. And since we need to leave the building at every alarm that is piercingly loud it was a nice experience to be welcomed here with the sound as peaceful as dying buffaloes and giraffes in horribly painful labour.

Trips

It was a long trip, the flight, the stop over, the continuance. But all in all it went well. After the first flight I thought the worst was over. Then, after the second flight I thought the exhausting part was over, especially since I had to try really hard to stay awake while waiting for the next flight. But oooh was I being fooled!

I thought:
- 13 hours on the plane, that will be the worst
- traveling around in the cold without a jacket, that will be the worst
- having to wait for another flight, that will be the worst
- struggling to stay awake, that will be the worst
- getting to my final destination and freezing some more, that will be the worst

Never did I think:
- the last stretch of my trip that was really to take 45 minutes would be the worst part
But it was!

I got to the airport, found the bus station and thought I could take a bus because where it stopped was closer to my place than the train station. It wasn't a far trip too so it wouldn't take long. It would only have taken little time had the board not been lying to me about the time the bus would get there. 1.5 hours later and the point at which I couldn't feel my feet anymore the bus FINALLY arrived. It would go to Cov and stop somewhere there. It would have been easier to figure out where I needed to get off the bus had I been able to see out the window. Perhaps, if the bus had ever been cleaned since it was buried in rubble in WWII I would have been able to see the stop I needed to get out at. But I didn't so I missed it, and noticed at the next stop. I lurched forward, and got out at wherever I recognized and walked from there.

I got home, but geez, i couldn't feel my limbs and I was exhausted.